my blood pressure is very high tonight.
technically I should be going to the hospital, but since I am a chronic high blood pressure victim I am going to hold off til morning and call the doctor's office.
I probably need to readjust my blood pressure pills. With all the stress I've been having lately, grief, etc. it probably needs to go back up. I had been given a lower dosage recently, and I think I need to go back up again.
but i'm a little scared. okay alot scared. I hate feeling this way.
I hate being alone, especially at night, and this is not helping my BP at all.
Well, hopefully tonight I can keep myself distracted and maybe even get a little sleep.