Tuesday, June 30, 2009

scared

my blood pressure is very high tonight.

technically I should be going to the hospital, but since I am a chronic high blood pressure victim I am going to hold off til morning and call the doctor's office.

I probably need to readjust my blood pressure pills. With all the stress I've been having lately, grief, etc. it probably needs to go back up. I had been given a lower dosage recently, and I think I need to go back up again.

but i'm a little scared. okay alot scared. I hate feeling this way.

I hate being alone, especially at night, and this is not helping my BP at all.

Well, hopefully tonight I can keep myself distracted and maybe even get a little sleep.

5 comments:

Jen Sue Wild said...

be carefull.
i hope all is well.

April said...

Thinking of and praying for you, Ter! Please give us an update!

AnnaMarie said...

Yikes! How are you this morning?

*Just Jen* said...

I hope your blood pressure is down this morning. Hugz to you!

Why Do We Even Have That Lever? said...

If I could have had Emma at my hosue overnight I would have made you stay the night. I know that's not what the solution to the whole problem is, but it would have (*selfish alert!*) made me feel better.

I worry about you and want to make sure your're OK.

I'm keeping tabs on you girl!