Monday, June 29, 2009

P.S.

P.S. (follow up to this post)

To the one who thought it necessary to tell me everything about everyone: There is also no need to keep reminding me about how a TEENAGER just had her second baby. I realize you are just making conversation, but this is not the kind of conversation I want to have. First of all, even if I hadn't lost my child and my chance to ever have another one, I still would not think a teenager should be able to have 2 children.

To the ones who kept talking about weddings I wasn't or am not invited to: Please. I just lost my husband for crying out loud. I am not entirely in the mood to talk about weddings, and in particular ones that my husband and I looked forward to and then were not invited to. One that we canceled our own plans in anticipation for this wedding and never had the chance to do anything ever again because my husband got sick again just weeks after that wedding took place.

To the ones who say I don't care about anyone: Perhaps its your actions I don't care for.

To anyone who tells me I have lots to live for: really? I don't see it. I fully look forward to my reunion with my daughter and my husband. I sincerely can not wait, and I wake up every day hoping this will be the day I get to see them again. Instead of praying for my so-called "recovery of normal life" pray for my reunion to be sooner than later. Thank you.

3 comments:

Why Do We Even Have That Lever? said...

Some people are just jerks.

HUGS. I'm sorry you have to go through all of this. Personally I don't want to hurry your journey towards your reunion, but I understand why you do, and in your shoes, I would too.

HUGS.

forwardtumble said...

hey Ter, biggest hug ever. I'm sure there is more where this came from, so let it all out.

Love, Ines

Mom 4 Life said...

I just want you to know I am here and reading and I do care. I am so very sorry for your pain, I wish I could do something to help but I know I really can't. ((big hugs))