I can't go into details at the moment (maybe not ever)
but my life has gotten WAY complicated the last couple weeks.
It involves my future and a little bit of my past and it scares the shit out of me.
this is my blog and I will swear if i want to.
It does not help that it is July
and my daughter's 5th angel day is coming up at the end of the month, and mine and bear's 7th wedding anniversary is also later this month.
I hate July. I hate it hate it hate it.
and now this complication.
What the fuck am I supposed to do?