well it looks like the funeral is on Wednesday. So instead of heading out that way on Friday morning for my brother's wedding (saturday), I now have to head out there on Wednesday morning and hope I get there in the nick of time. (Yes, I know I could leave on Tuesday night but gosh darn it I was hoping to stay out there for as little time as possible. go friday come back sunday.)
The worst part is that I can't even find someone to watch my dog while I'm at the wedding (and now funeral).
I know I can stay at my mom's, I did last time but it made me sick. Literally. Her house is not in good condition. Mold and all that.
I also know I could go out wednesday and come back home then go back again, but what's the point. It's a 4 hour drive each way.
and I hate driving.
I miss my husband. :(