It has been 5 months since you left.
How can it be so long since I saw you? Since I talked to you?
I miss just being around you.
I know I complained about driving to the hospital every day, but it wasn't being there with you, just the drive. I'm sorry if you thought you were a burden, you weren't. I am glad I was there every day. I looked forward to seeing you every day. It really was the highlight of my day, even if I am a bit hospital-phobic. I was never bear-phobic. I love you more than I hate hospitals.
I want to see you again, even if we can't live together, can't we at least visit? Please say we can. Come visit me.