It has been 2 months since you've been gone.
My heart breaks more every day.
I miss you and I love you.
I'm so sorry for being such a rotten wife.
I should have tried harder.
I should have grown our baby properly. Maybe you would have stayed if she had.
I am sorry for all those times I thought you weren't there for me.
I know now that you were.
I know now all the little things that you did for me, or because of me. You took such good care of me, even though I was a burden.
I miss you more than words can say. I never knew I loved you so much.
I guess you never know til someone is gone and you can't see them or hug them or touch them anymore.
I would do anything for another bear hug.
I just want to be with you and babybear.