Thursday, May 28, 2009

everyone but me

it seems like everyone is pregnant, or have just had a baby..... except me.

do you remember early last summer we were discussing YET AGAIN whether to ttc again or not, or to file for adoption, and you said we should wait til spring? Then I told you I will be 33 by then and it would be too late. Oh, yes, something inside me told me that if I didn't have another baby right away it would be too late. I hate being right!!

so not only do i lose my babybear and my bear but any chance of having a live child.

i am truly alone. :(

1 comment:

Caitlin said...

Oh sweetie, I'm sorry. I am praying that somehow, someway, you will be able to be a Mommy in this life.