People who have read my last post ask me why I feel guilty. Here's why...
I have the tendency to just open my mouth and speak at free will. I am not shy when I am upset about something. It does not even bother me if I'm acting like a raving lunatic. This has always embarrassed my husband and whenever I would "cause a scene" he would get up and leave the room, even if he agreed with me.
That day, I embarrassed him and he left the room the only way he knew how.
It is my fault that he died when he did..... and I will never forgive myself.